Its here: https://www.createspace.com/5030667
And the kindle version is here:
Petals of Fire Lotus
It is the smaller, cheaper book in gist, the contents of both books are totally different, the only thing similar is they are both written and illustrated by me. I painted the things myself.
This contains 30 plus poems and paintings.
If you want the pdf file of this book write me, @email@example.com or firstname.lastname@example.org